Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
Shop deviantART for the
holidays and save BIG!
Click here! :holly:
[x]

deviantART

 
:iconpirate-sparrow1380:

~pirate-sparrow1380

May I drink from your neck? ^^
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal

This is getting to be to much...

Tue Dec 1, 2009, 6:19 AM
Well, I am sleeping, and suddenly, phone rings.
Not only is my Pastor's wife back in ICU (After starting to recover)
my mom tells me, my VERY estranged grand father (Who doesnt even know my name or age...) is in the hospital...oh long story...
He is my dad's father, and he used to be in my life, then he turned to drinking, and married another woman, and lived down the street, but he never remebers my name, age, or birthday,...nothing...I saw he and his wife on the street and they didnt know me...they both drank heavily...
Well, on MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY, we find out he is having criminal charges laid against him, and then he is in the hospital for something or other...
So, my dad thinks its best that his wife knows where he is, so he and 2 police men go looking for her at the house. (criminal charges an all...)
They find her...in the basment,...dead...
they had a border living with them at the time, and only for a few weeks...he was in jail for tree years on violent acts,...i can see why. AND, they cant find him, no one knows where he is...so we have a killer on the loose in my home town...
Merry Christmas...

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the loud sniffs from my roommate...
  • Reading: Nightlight- Twilight Parody
  • Watching: my life crumble around me
  • Playing: no console...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: apple juice

The Rant of my Crappy Life...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 5:37 AM
Well, this is the SECOND time I have had to write this out,...stupid copmputer...
OK,

Well,
I have to rant about this somewhere...And here seems like the best place...

First of all, SCHOOL IN GENERAL...I have 3 essays, 2 tests, and an assignment ALL before december 4th...
All essays are 5-7 pages long...
The tests are all Midterms...
ALSO, my rooommate is from hell...

Second...my fiance, Andrew, decides to tell me now, during this stressful time, that if he doesn't get into Mount Allison University (where I am), he might be going to TORONTO (very very far from home and where I am not!)...Cause he wants to act, and I told him, you can do that here...but he doesnt think he will get in (he so will) and blah blah blah...

Third, pator's wife, whom is practically my grandmother, is now in ICU because she cannot breathe, and is now on 100% oxgen. She has 30-30 pounds of water in her body...and its pushing on her lungs and heart...my parents are traveling to see her and her husband now...her daughter Chris is even coming up from Flordia...so i have a feeling this is not going to end well..
It breaks my heart, because I know Ed (pastor) can't live without her, when she is gone, he is going t be so lonely in that big old house...

Fourth, I had a Midterm today. I forgot that it was today...I thought it was Thursday like the plan was ORIGIONALY!! But no, now it was this morning at 7 am...i didnt realise this until 10pm last night...SO, I stay up, and study until 3 am...and due to all the stress listed above, my sleeplessness must have caused me to not set my alarm, and tha caused me to sleep in...till 8:10...SOOO I missed the PSYCH Midterm,...that I missed the FIRST time (this was a make up) because last time i was extremely ill...

ANYONE WANNA TRADE LIVES!? PLEASE!? :(

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the loud sniffs from my roommate...
  • Reading: Nightlight- Twilight Parody
  • Watching: my life crumble around me
  • Playing: no console...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: apple juice

Back to the stories...

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 3:17 PM


OK, I know I havent uploaded anything in AGES, but I am going to make up for it now.
I am currently writing two stories, and considering expanding my old one.
#1is a loose Fan Fiction
#2 is based on a dream I had a while ago
#3 is the story I have already posted on here, but never finished

Any feed back would be awesome <3

design & coding by =an3czka
floral brushes by *ro-stock
photo of lily by lusi

  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: someone down my hall play guitar
  • Reading: Nightlight- Twilight Parody
  • Watching: Old christmas movies
  • Playing: no console...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

The Second Month

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 4:05 AM
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Listening to: the sound of rain and the cars going by...
  • Reading: The Adventures of Hector Lynch, Pirate
  • Watching: old scooby doo episodes
  • Playing: no console...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
Well, after reading my last journal, I think I was just a little depressed and ended up exagerating a lot...lol
Its been a month now, I have a set group of friends and we laugh and we hang out and its just good times. I like my classes, ( But midterms are on the hurizon and thats not fun at all...) they are really interesting...except Anthropology....I was expecting more...but I think its the teacher...
Andrew and I are very much better, we had a long talk, and I didnt realise that he hangs out with guys, its just that the two girls happen to be in the group as well, and there ae a ton of people in the group...and they are like sisters to him. Plus, now he calls, and he writes (He is even sending me a letter/story about how we fell in love in Paris)...and he messages me. Everything is good there.
Yeah I do miss home, but I think Im getting better at the whole University thing...lol
Still...cant wait for christmas ;)

Lonely

Wed Sep 16, 2009, 8:28 AM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: the hummmm of my laptop fan
  • Reading: The Beka Cooper Legend: Blood Hound
  • Watching: old scooby doo episodes
  • Playing: no console...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I hate it here...Im so lonely all the time...
I have a hard time not sobbing about how much I miss home...
Whats worse is, i feel as though my relationship is now really one sided...
I call...he doesnt...
I write...he doesnt...
I start the conversation on msn...he doesnt
And now that all of his friends graduated, he is there, hanging with yougner people...2 are girls he at one point in time had a thing for, and one was an almost girlfriend...
Does this seem like fun times and sunshine to you?

Journal History

Site Map